Taking a hint from my girl Kate and her “Daily Grace” posts and forcing myself to write out the little things I’m thankful for today. Because I’m feeling tired and tense and like it should have been Friday about three days ago 🙂
Physical health // Specifically, two strong legs that helped me to my goal of beating each individual mile time from my run on Tuesday. So I may feel tired, but I also feel mighty proud.
Fun post-work plans // The Rockies are back in town! We haven’t treated ourselves to dinner out in six whole days (the horror)! It’s summer and “school nights” don’t exist (whether you stopped having school nights 5 years ago or not)! Time for dinner and a game with Joey.
A good book // A little over halfway done with Homegoing and while I don’t love the actual writing, I am so lost in these characters and their stories and the way Yaa Gyasi has formatted her novel. It is beautiful.
Also, though it is sometimes hard for me to put work aside for just half an hour, once I’m outside in the shade with a good book in hand, I am so so glad I did that for myself.
Life is weird right now and I’m having a tough time deciphering everything I’m feeling. Well, I have a tough time doing that anyway, but right now, it feels extra tough. One moment, I feel inexplicably happy, then guilty about feeling happy. Charged, motivated, invigorated, then crippling helplessness. The good news, is you’re here with me, right? You feel it too?
Let’s keep on keeping on. Let’s go to dinner with friends and listen to wedding plans. Let’s watch documentaries and talk about big things with passion and conviction and understanding when someone else might feel differently. Let’s sleep and give ourselves time to feel relaxed, rejuvenated and reconnected with the people around us. Let’s be productive, but let’s also slow down and breathe. Let’s put down our devices, eat dinner NOT in front of the TV. Let’s see movies with narratives that challenge us to think past our own lives. Let’s laugh and feel thankful for the small things then let’s try new things and feel thankful for the opportunity to do that too. I did all of this this weekend. Like I said, gotta keep on keeping on.
Halibut Foil Packs with Chile Butter (‘cept with cod) // Fences was so good and Viola Davis is a goddess // Sunday Breakfast with Babettes and Boxcar at The Source // Brewing a saison with FUGGLE hops!